Tuesday, December 25, 2007
HAO XIN KU arrrrhhhh~!!
FEI CHANG XIN KU~!!
I'M SUFFERING!!
Chip off part of my memories please..
I can't take it anymore.. I had enuff!
This yr's Christmas doesn't make me happy at all..
I can't help it..
My mind is going crazy..
I DUN WANNA TINK OF IT ANYMORE...!!
I WISH IT NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE!!
I'M SICK AND TIRED!!
I dun wanna cry anymore!!
WHACK ME!! I'M SO STUPID!!
I WANNA LOSE MY MEMORIES PLEASE!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!
#$%^&*()%$^&*(%$^&*(!!
SHET..
Dun ask. lol..
7:34 PM
Monday, December 24, 2007
I feel so weak..
Tears are rolling again..
After my greeting to you,
you replied and..
you made me wanna question more..
like.. why you want to give me
hopes, hints & promises..?
I dun wan answers from you.
as i will weaken more..
Please stay away from me now..
but when time heals..
I will be back to normal.
Time is the only medicine now.
Please dun treat others like you did to me.
Don't ask me what happen. Thanks.
6:04 PM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Ytd nite went to Tamp Ikea with sista.. bought some xmas stuffy..
Today went to PS.. went to PS's toilet at the 3rd floor.. then meet them.. after tt.. i tot they are still meeting at PS bus stop station.. when i called.. they are at cinema.. why nv tell meeeeeee...?? that u guys change place.. hai.. i from the 3rd storey rush down to the bus stop.. then go in PS agn rush up to the 6th floor.. tired.. = ='' lol~ but haiya.. nvms. lols..
today is so xin ku la..＊Ｒａｎｔｓ＊
Meet sotong after watching National treasure.. Nice man~ woohoo~ went to her house help her do stuffs..
At night i accompany her to QSC.. look fer boots.. =.='' like working fer her lor.. LOL. took shuttle bus to hospital.. then walk to QSC.. haha.. after walking ard.. we ate the curry chicken rice.. is nice man~ abit cnnt take it cuz eat too much will feel the spicyness.. burninggggg~~ she eat my leftover curry lar hor.. after eating she feel like puking.. WTF.. LMAO..
We tot still got shuttle bus back lar hor.. but dun hv.. dammit.. nice idea duud.. then need to walk back to bus stop.. DDD8
Accompany to her house take RHS then meet her customer 10plus at bishan.. While walking to her house.. i accidently stepped onto a SNAIL!! I walk walk walk.. then suddenly got a crack sound.. I tot its smth else.. i ask sotong wat is tt.. she say, "dunno wat is it is better" then i ask.. Issit a SNAIL?!?! *screams* DDDX lol.. She stepped on it b4 so she noe wat is it.. LMAOOOO.. Hai.. anyways,
Dear Mr/Ms Snail,
I did not stepped onto you purposely. It was too dark and I can't see. Do forgive me. TTwTT
RiP
Hugs
Pat
LOL.. ok tt's dumb.. but i rly feel bad abt it.. haha.. T.T
after meeting her customer, went into Junction 8.. it's closing lar hor.. then she still wanna go and look look.. On the 3rd storey.. GASHAPON~~~~~!! OMGWTFBBQ.. Our bad habit on wasting money on them is back.. after 2 yrs.. LMAOOOO.. I love Gashaponnnnnnn~~ woots! we spend more than 20 or 30 bucks altogether lar hor.. I'm so broke!! but im happy to spend on Gashapon. =3 they make me happy~ xDD
First machine, I see the winnie the pooh in bunny suit is nice.. i was hoping not to get the others like Penguin.. Racoon etc.. BUT.. the first one i get is PENGUIN!! sucks.. i want bunnay..!! sobs. nvm.. i go to the other machine.. Turn the thingy.. YES! heng arrrr~ bunny suit! wakakaka~ sotong use the first machine tt i use.. she say if she got bunny will trade with me.. came rolling out and she got a PINK ELEPHANT~ LOL!!
hahaha~ then i go back to the other machine.. Turn the thingy.. Racoon come out lor~ hahah!! i gave it to sotong.
While choosing.. Shir da jie called and asked bout xmas~ xDD
What I got
-Winnie the pooh: bunny, penguin, -racoon
-bunny board with magnet
-2-1 minnie mouse, donald duck hp strap. -Pluto
-3 bomberman keychains (i like only 1 of it. XD)
-Hello kitty container (no melody.. T.T)
-A hp pouch. (tears easily.. and hp too big cant fit.. =.=)
I think tt's all.. =D
I reached home at 12am plus lorh.. 疲れたです.. = =''
After i turn 50, I wanna serve and be with lord. =))
All i gotta do now is enjoy first.. wahas~
Ehhs.. See how bah xDD
忘れないです.. 私わバカです~!! Iｍｐｕｌｓｅ Ａｃｃｅｐｔ です~! くそ..
バカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカバカ
RAWR. Brainwash me... I wanna get hit by a car or wat to forget everything~! ＬＭＡＯ～ CCX
＊Ｇａｚｅｔｔｅの歌凄いです～ 好き. =））＊
Took a pic of the snail after taking RHS on the way to bus stop..
3:59 PM
Friday, December 21, 2007
Cut my hair ytd.. dun rly hv diff? lol.. and sry luan. i recomended u the wrong place to cut hair.. T.T
Shet lor.. PS needa buy fringe!!! furk.. LMAO..
eek. I'm broke.. Sob... I'm sorry.. I can't go K box with u babes tmr.. cuz rly is broke and dun wanna waste money fer Kbox cuz i dun sing.. lol.. sorry fer "pouring water".. hahaha.. TT_TT
It's okay if i go walk walk while u babes K-ing. xDD
Man.. I'm suffering now.. Dunnoe why.. -sigh-
It's like.. the pain hazn't gone yet~?!!
I'm trying to forget.. =_= It's been dayz~!
Shet man.. damn damn! *swears* DDD8
Wakao.. And How come i got brainless ppl in mah DGM team?! URGH..
Only noe how to wet blanket.. =__=
Pls la horrrrr.. some costume hvn done yet and some need to edit la hor.. u tink can make it b4 xmas meh~?!!
I scared phyllo grow bigger saisee agn sia.. then need to edit agn.. scared sia.. =='' LOL.. too much soft drinks is bad lah hor..
I'm so random. =DD
10:23 AM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Furk man.. nth goes well after i turn 18.. LMAO..
but why the TV horoscope says it will be good..? LMAO..
weird man.. bahaha.. mebbe i shall not listen to it anymore.. kaka
crappy~!!
Thanks frens~ you guys are helping me to mend the bleeding hole in my heart. :) I'm trying to remove a stone that's been pressing on it real hard and bad... It has just shattered..
I shall not cry again though i really wanted to..
I shall not! =D
I have learnt to be strong. ^^
Oh..
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ =DDDD
Can't wait fer next yr's EoY~~~ =DDD
DGM~!!
NYAPPY~
10:12 AM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
LOL.. sotong made me so happy.. hahahaha~!! stockings!! LMAO.
15th EoY 2007 is bad... made me slp at morning 6am.. chionged my boots all tt.. my sis too..
at first tailor say is my sis' costume cnnt make it.. then.. end up is mine.. ==..
my sis no mood then both of us nv cos.. i wear my bunny jacket.. my sis wear normal.. haha..
all first uni cnnt make it only rabi.. lol.. xing fu.. hahaha.. see them cosing i feel kinda upset.. hahaha~~
5:41 PM
Sudden trauma~! I've been decieved~! LOLOLOLOL~~~
LMAO. I think i shud've just died.. I've made a fren hate me so much.. i shudn't hv asked.. i'm such a fool.. im so dumb! LOL
i shud hv pick ur call.. i'm wrong too.. mistake learnt.
Empty and broken promises.. hmm.. yea.. promises are made to be broken.. =/
cherish? rubbish.. Always? never...
Hope tt it works out? last longer? no...
LOVE? not.
why say tt when it's CMI..? furnnie..
shudn't hv accept when asked rite..? LMAO
made me all H-A-y-P-P-Y fer N.O.T.H.I.N.G.. LMAO.
Thanks man.
LOL~~ ferget it~
Last time still got ask me a few times.. but rejected..
This time?? LMAO.. things turned out to be the other way.. and.. haha~ LMAO..
Can't helped it but to laugh..
RETRIBUTION~? KARMA~? LOL..
Yeah man my turn~
Fuck.. I'M SO STUPID.. LOL
OH MAN~!! yeah i'm crazy~! xDD
I shall end now~
If u all read this dun bother to ask me k~ ^^
If you happened to read this, its all i wanna say.
Doesn't matter to me anymore.
what's over is over. like u said before it can't be retrieved back last time when u asked. it's true now. =))
Tears have dried up. Wounds are starting to heal.
hell yea man i heal fast. =D
I'mma go on yeah~! =))
Kthxbye~
3:55 PM
Friday, December 14, 2007
busy preparing fer EoY~!! busy busy.. I have not done my katana.. 1more day left!! im so dead..
went to take my 5GB drive then meet Mina to take my seifuku.. after tt went to chinatown with sotong to buy zips.. she was carrying michelle's sewing machine and some rly big board la.. the sewing machine is heavy de lor..
then~ meet sis to go to granny's house to sew boots cover.. ALMOST DONE!! need double sided tape.. to tape the white lines.. and the shoe cover.. ==''
sis is almost done with her pouchy.. =='' she has done her leg warmers.. she needa do her turtle neck herself.. after i do my katana and cover needa help her with her stuffs~ T.T
ONE day left!! needa do lotsa stuffs~!! summore needa make a trip down to michelle's place.. my costume was burnt by the iron la.. then they redo one fer me.. SUAY MAN.. ==##
I'm so broke this month.. TwT
3:50 PM
Sunday, December 09, 2007
I'm SO BORED!! haii.. stayed at home the whole day.. actually wanna go Arab street.. but got lil gastric again.. so nv go..
ytd went to chinatown.. looked fer PVC.. =='' 10bucks per meter.. not bad la.. bought my extensions too! lol.. the ponytail is damn thick and long de lor.. hahaha! then went to Hougang.. cuz i dun wanna go home so early.. lols.. then i start to gastric.. pain man.. T_T sotong bought 2 packets of milk.. then she gave me some.. TT.TT
Ponytail extension! LOL
11:30 AM
Friday, December 07, 2007
OH MAN.. so sian.. today went to school.. SI GONG GONG.. =___=
Not my rubbish still accuse tt is mine..!! #$%^&*(... =___=
suat.. last day.. fang ta yi ma.
Ytd's and today's weather is freezing! can turn into ice.. LOL..
Went home change then went out.. wanna meet shir and mao.. i called shir and step into the train.. she giving me farking attitude lah! speak cnnt speak properly huh! play audi in LAN with mao and her bf.. shir keep playing till so tou ru.. then gimme farked up attitude when toking to me! my fault ar?! i speak properly to her wat she give me sia! rly farked up la! SHIT ASS.. went to LAN oso nv tell me! waliao! so common sense la! when the other person meeting them shud tell them they went to another place ma! WALIAO. is not that they DUN HAVE ANY BRAINS K???? No wonder sotong dun like to go out with them.. next time when wanna go out with them.. i wun meet them when they are already tgt.. MA DE.. pissed la! especially shir!! i got turned off and went home.. after i sit to Harbourfront.. i slack there.. ==''
i told shir tt i meeting them in school ler lor.. then mao say is i suddenly say wanna meet today.. Who's fault hu din tell sia?! and mao always stick to her bf.. rly nothing to say liao.. i dun wanna say mean words.. =='' sotong say they are a bunch of idiots.. i luff like crazy! haha! 4get it man..
reach home bath.. then i rant to ling! lol.. then ask her to play with me.. hahas. shir still dunnoe tt its her fault nv apologise la.. haii.. 4get it.. played with her today.. LMAO.. so funny.. can imagine how she play.. LOL..
2:52 PM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Ytd recieved prezzie~ tt time b4 granny went to penang she gave me ang bao~ Little Miss Late, Greedy and a rabbit keychain from jarr, ps, pw, vivian and luan.. hahaha. sis gave me a Kanda hp strap.. nice leh.. haha. then today is ang bao from mother.. then ltr my dad will gimme ang boa~ $w$ hahaha~
i cried last night agn cuz i miss school.. hhaa.. can counted as today.. cuz its 12midnite.. haha
Punggol end! haha~ today ling accompany me to go there to san san xin~ hahas~ then can kill some time too.. Actually she ask me to go out tgt with her bf after tt de.. but.. i dun want! lol~~
graham sms us and we have to go back tot school tmr!! wear school U!! sian1/2.. =='' i just miss school life.. i dun like to go school to do stuffs.. lol..
this yr is bad bday.. cuz.. i lai ang.. hahahaha~
Pics
9:07 AM
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
today got surprised by jarr, ps, pw and meiluan.. lol.. when i was tying my hair preparing to go out soon.. i walk to my bag and its ringing.. then luan say open the door.. i listen liao blur blur de.. haha~ then i went to open the door and saw them.. ps with a choc cake on her hands! lol~ boei kept barking.. haha!
They sang bday song, i cut cake lala~ then go to vivo to watch Doraemon! LOL~
then april went home.. im sorry.. we let you wait outside.. T___T
After tt went to sing Kbox at chinatown~ meet vivian. then they sang birthday song for me.. LMAO!! and Kuai Le Chong Bai.. LOL.. thanks anyways. =))
Went to eat dinner after Kbox.. i cant eat much so just ate carrot cake with meiluan and vivian~ haha~
then go home! =)) thanks babes~ TTwTT
10 more mins!! to my Birthday! LMAO~
3:38 PM
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Last day of school on thurs.. so saddening.. to leave a place where you have been studying there.. sigh..happy and unhappy times..
gyaaaa... among us peishan and me cried in school the worst la.. hahaha..
Shan started to cry first.. i see ler i cnnt take it then..
i cant control my tears..! it just start to roll down.. lol.. chill man! haha~
i will miss you guys! though we can meet out. hahaha~
yehe~ ytd went out with PW, jarr, shan and vivian. After pw, jarr and shan done thier hair, vivian and me went to meet them. haha! PW cut her hair! woots! mei nu sia! jarr dyed his hair gold and PS highlighted red. =DDD
Mei~ nu men! haha~ After 15th will be my turn to snip off ma hair! >D
Went to MOS.. but cannot go in!! LMAOOOO~~ cuz vivian and jarr look too young ler.. hahaha!! i lao za bor look nearly can go in lo! haha~ ps over 18 can go in~ but nv la. hahaaha.
So we went to pub.. the pub so sian lor.. haha.. the ppl sing there so er xin la.. the pub's name is Destiny Pub.. omitian.. i wun go there anymore la hor.. Drank tiger beer.. got a LIL bit dizzy only~ then PS abit drunk ler.. x.x
Abt 3am we leave then pub then head for Macs.. macs too cold we went to sit along the river.. haha.. took pics with the BIRD.. LOL..
After tt went to a place at Esplanade to slp~ haha. i playing TAIKO! hahas. about 5plus go home~
*imma bad guy*
12:16 PM
