HAMBURGER'S PATTY PATTY PATTY!!!
OFF LIMITS!!!
POLITICS POLITICS POLITICS!!!! (´Д`; )
They thought that I am always the one who will be punctual everyday for work therefore, I should hold on to the keys and do opening. Nah. I am not always punctual. The one who is always punctual is M-san. He said that he always reach earlier than everyone else and he will do all the stations' opening alone. That is some reason, fine, I keep. C (boyfriend, in-charge) and SY (my friend, C's gf) are afraid that they could not wake up in time and will be late to do the opening, okay, I keep. YF is willing to take the keys but she said that if she take the keys we will have to wait for another 15 mins late, then do the opening, nvm, I keep. D just don't want to, okay, I keep. I am just a worker, not even a person in-charge. Must I always be the one who has to hold on to the keys, take the initiative forcing myself to wake up earlier than everyone else who doesn't want to force themselves to wake up in the morning. Why nobody wants a take turns holding on to the key? I wonder how long more i can keep up with this. SIGH! Afraid to be late is an excuse. Why am I always the one? How to speak up for myself? Who can I turn to? The rest is okay, but isn't the one holding on to the keys supposed to be the in-charge? What is my excuse of not wanting to hold the key? I do not know.
M, YF and D told me secrets that I cannot tell SY and C regarding C. But S called me wanting to know what they are thinking so that they can change. She said that I am a person that she can talk to among the rest. All are my friends, am trying very hard to keep their secrets while not letting S too upset. I think I can break down anytime. I always try to avoid conflicts but it always knock on my door for help. Sigh. C kept saying that I'm a kind person. Sorry but I don't really like him because he boasts to people and is kind of childish. I stand neutral so I shut my mouth not saying anything. Peace. Tired, nuff said.
I think it's best not to know anything.
But, am I really a kind and nice person? I wonder..
I can be nasty sometimes..
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