See! I was right! I ain't shoving words into his mouth~! What i have said is true! haha! He just dun wanna admit that he wanna end this ASAP.. LOL..! Not happy cuz of the Silence.. I can be noisy.. :) Things said yesterday and today are so different.. "Let it be", "separate and think" said yesterday? not.. "Dun wanna carry on" said today. LOL Contradiction~ I felt so deceived~ LOL!
Actually there are some things that im not happy too.. Not caring, not sincere, not concerning too.. LOL~ But i think those can be changed~ din say those cuz cant bear to let it go and make things worst.. hurhurhur.. :D
If you people like a person, dun you will like the person's personality, character.. etc? When you love a person, you love his/her everything.. isn't it..? though there is somethings that you dun like.. but u still cant help it rite? that's him/her! LOL. That's the person you are going out with now isn't it..? how can u not accept how his/her is..? funny rite.. LOL.. Then you are with the person for quite some time.. and the end u say tt you can't accept it.. ..HUH? lol la~ Suitable..? Unsuitable..? Don't tink tt's the problem..? When you love the person and the person love you.. what's got to do with tt? LOL! absurd..
Yes, I'm childish and playful that's a side of me. You can't accept the way I am.. When it comes to serious stuffs, i will get serious.. That is another side of me.. Think again, who's childish too..? things that can be solved but u dun want to..? o.o
"still have feelings" HAH! i dunno if that's true~ cuz it ended with "but i think we should end ba" :D "i wish ur thinking is like now wad haven written in here" so ya.. Now that I have this kind of thoughts.. But it won't change anything rite? LMAO! You still want to end it~ lalalala~ Ending something without solving.. hmm hmm~ ~.~ Dun want solve say dun want solve la.. still say "did i say i dun want solve?" LOL I can give you some time~ but seems that u did not ask.. So, it's the end~ byebye~
Yes.. I am so 不甘心.
I don't think I even wanna be friends with you.. haha!! 2 times fallen.. i'm already sick of it this time.. yes.. sad is sad.. but there's anger in it cuz it wasn't given another chance to improve.. and i've gotten over it.. LOL! :D
Just know that, I wouldn't wanna see that face again. Even in the depths of hell~ Peace for myself~ ^^v
If u think that wad i wrote is harsh.. Hate me for all I care saying all that~ whatever~ hurhurhur~ :D Since we're not gonna see each other again. :)
Went to Vivo with Shir.. b4 tt went to PS.. :D Bought Chocs for Xinni as Xmas prezzie~ huhuhu.. Ate Sashimi bento.. X3 Suddenly got promoter gave us free coffee for sample.. Just a tiny cup~ XD Camwhore at Vivo while waiting for Kat~ :X *IMAGE HEAVY! :X*
Shir: Hello~!! hahahahaha! (so happy)
WUUUUUuuuuuu~
We looked like we're here for a tour from other country.. :D
Here comes meow~! Now is, while waiting for Xinni~ Take photo take photo! :X
Model of her own choc brand.. LoL! XD
Awhile ltr.. Here comes xinni! *waiting for bus 80 to go home~*
Besties~! XD
Neh neh.. Shir's hand.. D:
Kat and Tws! =)
XP
Shir meditating in the bus..! LOL! XD
At home! =X
1am plus~ :D Merry Christmas!! woooo~
6:24 PM
Friday, December 19, 2008
Roxane dearie!! T_T We share the same fate.. ): Kinda same situation.. Today we talked alot~ hurhur~ she treated weihuang ge and me bbt~LOL! XD Ate alot today.. but still gastric.. O_O.. Mebbe is i nap after i ate.. LOL.. oops.. 自作自受.. :p Lost 2 kg.. WTF! LOL! Smth's wrong with me i guess..? o.o
ate only quarter of my curry don during lunch time.. too spicy.. the rest gave it to xinni to finish.. LOL.. after that went to Four Leaves to buy bread for dinner.. But b4 dinner alrdy ate 2 of it.. =X Left one for dinner.. hoho.. ^^
3:45 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
SIGH!! I wonder if im being treated as a girl.. or am i even a girl??? Am I a human..? Not even pampered/hoaxed when i feel grumpy or down.. all i get is bad comments or wadever if its bad.. I cant feel WTH when i feel WTH.. I cant upset this and upset that.. I wish that i couldnt feel at all.. O_O
Why am i always the one that will get crushed?
Am I even being cared or concerned by you?? You dun even trust me.. Saying the truth is equals to lying..? Then which will trust me? Do you need answers from other people? What more can i say..? i shut my own mouth.
I've explained.. seems that it doesn't work. Harsh words just kept coming..
I make myself happier.. Putting on fake smiles and laughter..?
