Tuesday supposedly we were gonna have that D&C make-up lesson and I could approach that witch for my marks I deserved. UNFORTUNATELY, it changed to PG Eric's lesson.. Sigh.. Dammit!
After that went to eat dinner with Tiff and B. We talked about relationship thingy and stuff. HOHOHO.. More on B and Tiff's stuffs. AHAHA!
I did my painting for Illustration Design on Sunday from 1am till 6.30am. With my stomach cramp. I did not submit it. I think it sucked and fortunately we could pass it up next monday. LUCKY! And I am gonna draw another book of drawings. YOSH!
Well. Maybe I had already fallen in "love". Maybe it's not love, it is just a crush. Maybe I do not have any of them. Maybe I just thought about it too much. Maybe I am just to bothered about it. I do not know what exactly it is. It is so wrong. Very wrong. I don't know, I don't want to know but I need to know. I tend to remember about it everyday.
I have love phobia. Seriously. I would love a person but I would not want him to be with me. Maybe it is because I am afraid to hear, "nothing to talk about with you". As well as, "we have no common interest" and "I don't want to continue".
Uncertainty, it is.
Thought about it and it's NOT LOVE OKAY!! LOL!! AND IT'S NOT WHAT YOU ALL THOUGHT IT IS. LOL
